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Well you would think that when the treatment stops that it would be happy days and that any adverse reactions you get to your medication would stop. WRONG, some only increase and I am here at nearly 2.30 am not being able to sleep yet again on the sofa watching TV! Insomnia wins yet againContinue reading “Side effects”

The tortoise or the hare – which ones comes out first? I have never been quick, you have should have seen me in a race always one of the last, when I did the London Marathon I think I could count on both hands how many out of thousands that were behind me. I wasContinue reading “When things just come together”

Not often I don’t have a lot to say but for the last couple of weeks I haven’t really. Treatment started back at a lower dose and no major side effects jumped out, this i was eternally grateful for. Lockdown came into effect on November 5th and we were placed into confusion again. My appointmentContinue reading “When sometimes there are no words!”

Coming to terms with everything that happened last week wasn’t going to be easy, in fact I sat down and wondered how I could carry on. I always said that “him up there” must have given cancer to only strong people because weak ones would never cope with everything that is thrown at them butContinue reading “Mighty Oaks……”

There is only two certainties in life – one is that we are born and that we will at some point die. Nobody ever knows if we are going to have a short life or long one, we just hope that it be fulfilled and be full of love. Love comes in many forms –Continue reading “Living on borrowed time”

How things change in 5 years! You look back on what you were doing, clothes you were wearing, TV programmes you were watching and even mobile phones you were using and everything is different sometime scarily so. Yesterday I went to sign my consent for treatment at my local hospital Airedale near Keighley. Google saysContinue reading “Here comes the Battle Bus”

A lot is written about mental health at the moment, the Royals have taken it on board and even this week Philip on This Morning has been talking about his own struggles – he says “Its surprising how you think you have a grip on everything and then your head takes you to a scaryContinue reading “Mental Health and TIME”

I stare at the blank page, wondering what to write. Putting words down then erasing them – the last couple of weeks seem to have gone by so quick and so much has happened but at the same time I am still in the same place. After having my breast biopsies under mammogram I haveContinue reading “Birmingham, Biopsy and Bubblewrap!”

You are waiting and waiting and then they seem to come at once – usually in 3’s, well that’s how its been with my hospital appointments after stressing that I had been forgotten the letters have been dropping and the telephone ringing constantly. When 3 hospitals are involved with tests and the major one isContinue reading “You know those buses….”

They say that crying is good for you – I cry when I am Sad Frustrated Mad Terrified Happy -really happy Well I am cried enough to fill a rather large bath these last couple of weeks and none of them were happy tears, not since going to South Lakes Zoo which I try toContinue reading “Cry me a River…..”